Wide Spaces

Somewhere on the other side of this wide night

And the distance between us, I am thinking of you.

The room spins around the world, experiencing a change in it’s colours.


I close my eyes, fall

deeper and I meet you again.

Different situation but always the same episode. The same story.

The soundtrack, touching. The plot, commendable.

Unforgettable,

Haunting me even when I shake it off.

 

This is pleasurable. Or should I cross that off

And say that it hurts? Very much like a physical pain,

Just that you can’t recover from it, ever.

 

In one of the tenses,

I singing out an impossible song that you cannot hear.

La lala la, see? I imagine

The dark hills that I have to cross just to see you tonight. For I am in love with you and

 

 

 

this is what it is like or what it is like in words.

Isn’t it intriguing how the smallest of distances can turn out to be the greatest?

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For no reason, I start smiling at the thought of you.

Update #1

Well, so far so good, I still think I can be a little more productive. Right now, I’m waiting for my chicken pie to get heated up before I start on more work. Exercise was awesome! I haven’t felt this pumped up in ages!

 

The night is still young! G O G O LETS GO!

Blood, Sweat & Tears

I’m sick but I can’t keep using that as an excuse anymore.

Things I need to do today

  1. Visit the polyclinic to get an MC
  2. Swim
  3. Work
  4. Relax

Progress: 6%

Target: 12%

I can do this. I can do this. AJA AJA HWAITING!

Major Freakazoid

I cannot keep running away from the truth so here it is.

  1. I just got out of a 30 day burnout during which I did not study at all.
  2. I am stressed because I am afraid that I will not do well for my A levels.
  3. I do not want to let down my parents, teachers or myself down.
  4. Virgo’s aren’t supposed to be procrastinators. I guess I’m just one of those exceptions. Lucky me.
  5. I think I am getting skinnier, so I guess it’s time to start exercising daily again (to manage my stress).
  6. I have work that has to be submitted, but I am going to take a huge risk and fuck all of it.
  7. I told my parents to put their trust into my study schedule. I can get out of this vicious cycle. And I will.
  8. I just hope I get out of it in time because my expectations of myself are increasing and I can’t seem to reach that high yet.
  9. I hate being a perfectionist. Sigh.
  10. I need someone to tell me everything will be okay 😦

Today is day 2. I will get out of this in 25 days. I can do this. I can do this. God help anyone that stands in my way.

A Fitting End

We did it. After 4 months of hard work and preparations, we finally did it. 3 awards; best play, best actress and best actor.

 

Thank you everyone 😀

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The day when the sunlight was warm, the day when we first met
I, who looked like a fool drenched in sweat,
still remember, “You shine more than anyone else,”
said this one girl as she picked me up