The good, the bad and the weird

I cannot keep running away from the truth so here it is.

1. I just got out of a 30 day burnout during which I did not study at all.
2. I am stressed because I am afraid that I will not do well for my A levels.
3. I do not want to let down my parents, teachers or myself down.
4. Virgo’s aren’t supposed to be procrastinators. I guess I’m just one of those exceptions. Lucky me.
5. I think I am getting skinnier, so I guess it’s time to start exercising daily again (to manage my stress).
6. I have work that has to be submitted, but I am going to take a huge risk and fuck all of it.
7. I told my parents to put their trust into my study schedule. I can get out of this vicious cycle. And I will.
8. I just hope I get out of it in time because my expectations of myself are increasing and I can’t seem to reach that high yet.
9. I hate being a perfectionist. Sigh.
10. I need someone to tell me everything will be okay

Today is day 2. I will get out of this in 25 days. I can do this. I can do this. God help anyone that stands in my way.